Listening to: Spirited Away
Reading: A Study In Emerald - Neil Gaiman
Drinking: sweet sweet sunkist
But barely any of it is what I should be drawing
and I haven't been doing enough
I just need to figure out my freaking printer/scanner but I feel like I don't have time, except I DO, I just don't use it properly.
And my brain is a thousand places, not one of them where it should be.
so if I've said I'll draw you something, I'm trying, honestly
but I can't even focus enough to do the work it takes to draw someone else's ideas sometimes.
So I end up drawing shit out of my brain and I feel bad because I'm not getting things done and it's not even really good because I'm essentially self-taught in regards to anatomy.
This is really dumb, you guys, I'm sorry. I just wanted to blah somewhere that wasn't LJ because that's what my last entry was. (goddammit)
Other than these things, my life is actually really good, I had a successful larp on Friday, hung out with the Scifi/Fantasy club people, I'm the title role in "Mrs Warren's Profession," and I've had tons of ideas for Tiny Romans.
I just can't concentrate.
and I really don't want to think about Valentine's Day because fuck I don't have the energy to be cute anymore, but I don't want to be grumpy that day and have single people roar at me because "I have no excuse" or whatever.
TL;DR I HATE FEBRUARY