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February 6, 2011
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  • Mood: Regretful
  • Listening to: Spirited Away
  • Reading: A Study In Emerald - Neil Gaiman
  • Drinking: sweet sweet sunkist
But barely any of it is what I should be drawing
and I haven't been doing enough

I just need to figure out my freaking printer/scanner but I feel like I don't have time, except I DO, I just don't use it properly.

And my brain is a thousand places, not one of them where it should be.

so if I've said I'll draw you something, I'm trying, honestly

but I can't even focus enough to do the work it takes to draw someone else's ideas sometimes.

So I end up drawing shit out of my brain and I feel bad because I'm not getting things done and it's not even really good because I'm essentially self-taught in regards to anatomy.

Fuck.

This is really dumb, you guys, I'm sorry. I just wanted to blah somewhere that wasn't LJ because that's what my last entry was. (goddammit)

Other than these things, my life is actually really good, I had a successful larp on Friday, hung out with the Scifi/Fantasy club people, I'm the title role in "Mrs Warren's Profession," and I've had tons of ideas for Tiny Romans.

I just can't concentrate.

and I really don't want to think about Valentine's Day because fuck I don't have the energy to be cute anymore, but I don't want to be grumpy that day and have single people roar at me because "I have no excuse" or whatever.
hghhhhthhtghhghhfhhvbgh poo

TL;DR I HATE FEBRUARY
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:iconpierreframboise:
I think Sappy Romance Day is a no-no for me this year. The Yeti and I might just wait for spring or summer for that, which is a good thing because I do not have the time, money, or inspiration for the holiday.
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:iconexplosive-toaster:
Haha, for realsssss ugh
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:iconpenguin-tastic:
I feel like nobody is feeling productive this semester. it is dumballs.

Also, don't worry about the "romance day." I don't have time for it either. I have a friggin midterm that day anyway. Derpaderp.

Listening to my Indian bio prof. Mmmm that vocal ear sex. I got a lucky draw on profs with voices. My chem prof has just enough German accent that it is wonderful to listen to.
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:iconexplosive-toaster:
WORD, that break ruined me.

Haha, seriously.

hnnnnnnng I am so freaking jealousss I wanna watch some sappy dorky bollywood or something now. Actually, anything with sexy accents.
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:iconpenguin-tastic:
If you want I could make recordings of my lectures... Except you won't get bollywood, since my bio prof has more of a faint English accent. If you're jonesing for the Indian, I'll have to track down Upi and awkwardly record her saying stuff.

Nnnh best accents ever in my vicinity. I love the diversity of the U.
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:iconexplosive-toaster:
Awesome. We just have a zillion Chinese kids, lol. Although I am friends with a Bosnian guy, an Iraqi dude, and a British girl. 8D DIVERSITY HUZZAH
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:iconambrmerlinus:
I have very little to offer beyond sympathies and D:
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:iconexplosive-toaster:
Aw, thanks man. <3 Just keep being your cool self, that makes me happy!
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:iconambrmerlinus:
D'awwwww brb blushing forever
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:iconhinoneko:
~HinoNeko Feb 6, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
did my gripey comic bring this on because if it did i am sorry ;A;
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